La Trenza del Barrio

Within these walls, there is a girl that just wants to love. That is all. Just love. Life has presented me with so many amazing experiences. All of which, now looking at them all, even at each point of their unsustainability, there was love; the kind of love I was capable of at that moment in time. Within these walls, there is a place for us. Within these walls, there is no place to run away to. It is a place of solace; a place to call home. I release all that is not for me to truly find what my soul has been calling for me to do. The point of no return. The time is now.

I don't know if I could ever be ready for it. What feels like a time warp seems to leave something unresolved. The bond of what this life offers with knowing that we will not meet in the next. Separation. I step away and re-evaluate the internal conflict that tells me to never go back to what I know is soulmate status. Free will would have to be a determining factor in something that has no hope for the future to be anything other than the whim that it once was. There is no doorway of opportunity to lead me to this frequency ever again. That door closed itself a long while ago. Divine devotion. Why? I cannot comprehend my mind. What is this soul contract that I approved of experiencing in this life? Drawn to a ghost. Drawn to a memory. Knowing that this stops in this life is truly a liberation for when I come to. Never to meet again. What is there to get right in this one? I suppose this wine induced reflection creates a questioning that only time will provide its answer. W